So here's the breakdown. I wanted to apply in to parson's this year for their spring quarter (after I graduate at the end of this year and get my Associate's). BUT! i just found out that they don't accept spring fashion design transfers, thus I have to apply at the end of this year to get into their fall 2011 quarter.
I COULD apply to FIT for spring, but then that would mean omitting Parson's altogether which would not feel morally right for me because it is literally MY DREAM to go there. So I think the smarter thing to do is for me to apply at the end of this year to both schools' fall quarter.
but that leads to what if i don't get accepted TO EITHER OF THEM and what do i do next year. go back home? move out with len? travel the world? start a company?! that break of me not knowing what exactly to do just really fucking scares me. and I feel a bit saddened because i won't be in school (not to mention a failure).